The Beginning…

I have wanted to start writing on Medium for what feels like forever. Would anybody read it, clap for me, gain something for healing in these words?
I pondered these insecurities since Mediums inception. I had traveled a treacherous road in the last 2 years but most specifically since December 2023. Our journeys are filled with known twists and turns and those that are hidden away deep in our psyche’s that only divine timing will reveal when the time is right. My most recent “dark night of the soul” and there have been many leads me here to begin telling the tale with the hope it offers hope, courage, wisdom, truth, support and some much-needed wind beneath your wings. I am deeply grateful for all of you who have taken the time to respond to me and those who have signed up to “follow” Thank you!

Many aspire to be healers and lightworkers some more for the designation, notoriety, and ego gratification. Especially now as so many of us speak of the transition from 3D to 5D consciousness. I was led serendipitously to my teacher in the late 90’s. I had committed to sobriety in 1992 and while there were many markers along the way that showed me that perhaps I was here for a higher purpose the traumas of my childhood and teens destroyed any positive sense of self. I honestly was more consumed with fitting in than considering myself some other worldly being sent from the future in a galaxy far, far…