Thank you Ennmarie ! I picked pile 2 and yes my journey of healing and resulting confidence has been about my ancestors and the generational trauma I have carried. Of course doing this work is the core of how I have arrived here. Due to the ways I limited myself I began standing up for myself, setting boundaries especially at my work for a rehab. While I learned and served at very profound levels I also knew I was again working out past family trauma, triggers and my special defensive brand of resistance. I was let go last week and the weekend before I set actual boundaries with family that were new and powerful and boom I’m fired. I love it! Although the first few days also held the same pain as in my history. Rejection, abandonment, feeling silenced for speaking the truth and wanting things to be better. I had outgrown that container. I offer workshops on these topics, spiritual development, stress reduction, mental health and substance abuse. Due to the content of the reading it was in stops and starts. Now my doors are open and I will move forward trusting life, my guidance and my mission in whatever form it takes. Thank you 💕